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I'm 15 and I still prefer an imaginary friend over real ones

2021.12.02 18:10 throwaway9275897 I'm 15 and I still prefer an imaginary friend over real ones

I'll get straight to the point. I was very shy as a kid and found it hard to make real friends so as a lot of kids did, I had imaginary friends, more specifically, an imaginary friend(who ill just call IM). I very carefully "designed" a specific person with a specific personality and characteristics and stuff like that. This "person" was who I would go to with all my problems, everytime I was happy, I would imagine celebrating with that person, every time I was sad, I would imagine that person would comfort me. All normal stuff so far, almost everyone has had an imaginary friend at one point or another during their childhood. But, as a lot of kids do, I eventually outgrew my shyness and made new friends, I even became popular at my school, so naturally, you'd assume that the IM disappeared, but no.
I always saw my real friends as "temporary" or "placeholders" until I found someone like IM in real life. Again, I was very specific and careful when crafting IM, so the standards someone needed to meet were almost impossible. I still depended on my IM for everything personal, my real friends were just people I used to have fun with, so they never really felt like "true" friends. From the ages of 6-15(now), IM is the only "person" I ever felt close with.
Like other people, I got a lot of time to self-reflect over the quarantine, I realized that I'll probably never meet anyone like IM. I know it sounds crazy because IM was such a big part of my life, but I never really thought about how I'd meet them, it always just seemed like an inevitability in my head and I never questioned it. When I made that realization, I fell into a deep depression. I know it sounds stupid but IM was such a huge part of my life. For as long as I can remember, the only thing that kept me going was IM, and realizing that it's all just a delusion was a big thing for me. I had to go to counselling because my parents didn't know about IM and had no idea why I got depressed, I was too embarrassed to tell them.
Going to counselling I realised a lot of unhealthy things I did with people. Whenever I met a new person who I liked and thought could be promising, I would fantasize all day, even more than usual. And when they inevitably didn't live up to the impossible standards I had set I would just cut them off. When it came to all my actual friends, I would regularly disappear from the group for days or weeks whenever I met someone promising.
Realising all of this hasn't helped me, it's just made me self aware. IM is still a part of who I am, and even though I know I'll never meet them and that it's all just a fantasy, I'd still rather be alone with IM than my actual friends, and I still never talk about anything personal to anyone other than IM. A lot of people would just tell me to lower my standards, but it's not that simple. I have internalised IM, IM is like an axiom to me, it's really not that simple, trust me. So, any advice
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2021.12.02 18:10 Hurtlock3r RBC to DRS is now "6-8 weeks"!!! Summary of the call bellow

Hello Apes, specifically my Canadian apes. I just called RBC Direct investing and they told me that DRS would take 6-8 weeks. The first time I DRSed, it took 4-8 weeks. Hearing that I asked to speak with RBC's Compliance department and the guy was super dismissive saying he is trained well enough to handle my issue (which he might be but still) I wanted to speak with compliance.
After a couple seconds of going back and fourth, he started writing the ticket to compliance(who knows if he actually was). I then requested to be transferred by phone and he says "the public cannot directly contact our compliance office" in which I replied "I get that but that's why I'm calling you so I can then be transferred". He then said "they don't take calls".
This shows that they don't have my shares. Fkn wild!
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2021.12.02 18:10 ObjectivePepper2407 Does the sat have an essay still

Like I know they said they took it off but is it there as an “optional” thing or just not there in any sense?
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2021.12.02 18:10 olfreckleface Scared

Just need to get it out. I (32F) just found out my biological mother has lynch syndrome. She had 7 polyps removed at the age of 35, one being precancerous). Her grandmother died at 88 of colon cancer.
I have no symptoms. I called my doctor to see about getting a colonoscopy. In the meantime, I’m freaking out. If she has it, do I have it? I just had a baby a year ago and I’m terrified at the thought of leaving him without a mom.
Im spiraling.
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2021.12.02 18:10 Ghoulfrom-theCrypt Absolutely disgusting working conditions. The employers should be ashamed.

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2021.12.02 18:10 hornybutdisappointed Hard for me to feel passion in my healthy relationship

I am used with a pretty fucked up meaning of love because of my childhood trauma and insecurities and have also lived with shame around sex which led me to substance use in order to cope. I am now having a romantic experience with someone who is nice, listens, is committed, sober, who respects my boundaries and the only thing I can say to myself sometimes is that this is a friendship. I feel like someone being genuinely present and believing in me means that they don't really see me. This is my childhood on one end and I feel like culture at the other. Most stories of passion are stories of hurt and power play. I discussed this in therapy too, but I'm curious if anyone's been through this sort of experience where you had to make a transition to something entirely new in terms of attachment.
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